grandma i remember that when i left your apartment building you wouold wave from you balonying. how you waved was very special. you tiny little hand was curled and waved back and forth. i saw your glasses. sometimes i drive by sit outside of the apartment building thinking about when you would wave bye to me. thinking about all memories of you and the apartment you had. i sit there thinking i'm crazy standing outside a building lookin like stocker. i imagine you would open your door and you wold wave at me again i would see your glasses on your face. i still think that your upstairs. i remember when u had the phone off the hook i had to yell to get your attention or threw rocks.after u passed away i didnt think about that i wouldnt be able to go to your apartment anymore it was hard to stay away from there. now i just wanna race up stairs knock on the door hope your were there to answer. grandma i miss you so much is this pain ever going to stop i inmagine it wont till i die but i hurt for you everyday i wanna see you again and i wanna kiis again i want my grandma this is so hard. i wish you never died. i wanna think of it a bad dream for get it but i cant cuz you went away forever. i wish i had just one day to see you again but this isnt a movie so i wont. i love you so much and i really miss you more then i can say
grandma I remember i would walk in your apartment and pick you off the floor and kiis you a hundred times, you would say STOP!!! thats enough. i would say grandma your so cute if i was a old man i would date you. you would reply and say OH YEAH. for some reason you thought i was being funny.
or i would tell your so beauitful i would date you would lagh and say i'm old and ugly i would say no your not your my garndam your preety to me. and you were i was serious about it. you are so cute and pretty and beauitful.
your the most wonderful women i would ever met. when i look at oldder women walking by i think of you, how great you were.
i miss you so much i have no idea how will i make it through this hard life without you being here in person. i love you i wish i could just pick you off the floor and kiss you over a million times but this time i wouldnt let you go would have to kill me.
in loving memory of Mary Maestas "My Grandma" isnt she beauiful she is!!! and always will.
I use to call Grandma 24 hours a day say and i love you her
I rememeber I use to call all the time. no matter what time it was I would call if it was 6am or 2am you would answer the phone and you would say why are you calling so late i would to you that it was not late but we both new it was. I loved how you sounded when you wokeup just to answered the phone. I would try to scare you tell you somethings worng. you would say what. I would tell you that I love you. you would reply as "Oh Thats all'. with a sweet little voice. then you would tell me you love me too. we would fight over the phone and in person about who loved who more. you would tell me you you loved me more and more.
I could call you and talk to you about anything and now i dont know who to call or tell someone about my thoughts. you understood me, you would just listen to what i have to say without saying something negative.
or sometimes i would just to call to say a quick hi and then bye was special.
i would say to you i called to say hi. you would say "Well hi". I really miss calling you alot. I miss calling you whenever the mood would stike me. hearing your voice. i wont ever forget your voice its locked in my brain. sometimes i have dreams about that sweet grandmas voice you have. but i dont want rememeber I just wanna hear it again in real in person.
i just wanna talk to you and you talk to me back. i hate this how will i ever feel happy again.?
sometimes I think about calling you but i realize that your gone. so i feel lost and dont know who to call. i miss you so much i will forever have earning feeling and pain to have you a part of my life again.
you were my whole life. and now I trying find away in the world without you it makes me so angry and hurt. i cant do nothing about it,accept it.
i remember since i was little whenever my stomach would hurt you would give me a quick fix of baking soda i didnt like the taste but you would cure me. and even when was having stomach problems when i was oldder you would rub my stomach gentally back and fourth.
grandma you always new how to fix everything and always made my pains and saddness go away. you are the best. thank you for everything your my hero
gRANDMA i LIKE SPENDING TIME WITH YOU,i REMEMEBER SLEEPING OVER AT YOUR HOUSE AND YOU SPOLING ME. i MISS YOU i THINK ABOUT YOU.
i LOVE YOU.
